I am a procrastinator... but not just any 'ol procrastinator. What happens with me is I get focused on one thing to the 100th degree. I immerse myself so deeply in this "thing" for a few weeks and spend all my time doing it. Then, my ambitions get too high with a certain part of the project and I start to put it on the backburner. First, for a day. Then, for 3 days. In the end, it's on the side for months because I don't want to do it anymore since it's been so long since I touched it. Does this sound familiar to any of you?
In regards to my personal interests, yup this describes me completely.
For example, I was so gung-ho about my thank you cards for Christmas. I printed them out, wrote them all, and then I had to address them. I didn't want to do that. So...... there it sat, in my car. Last week, I pulled them out to finally send them and they were all stuck together!!! Needless to say I was so mad at myself. UGH. Now I have to find away to get them un-stuck and send them off before it's June! Can you imagine? Thank you cards for Christmas being sent in June... It's bad enough it's March 1 today. Eep.
In January, I tried to learn to sew. I made 2 wallets and a drawstring bag and I was so proud of myself. Then, I doomed myself by deciding that I was going to sew a t-shirt blanket for Jacob. The first step in sewing this blanket is that I have to select about 16 of Jacob's old t-shirts -- but they're in his closet. So there went sewing.
Finally, this happened with my blog. At the beginning of the year I was so set to type, type, type. Then, I had the "bright idea" to write recipes so I can pin them on pinterest. I let Jacob try the recipe, took a bunch of pictures, and started writing the post. Then I realized how difficult writing recipes are, and bam, I hit the wall. I got stuck. Every time I thought about my blog, I had icky feelings because I didn't want to write the recipe post, so I just put it on the side all together.
I AM A PROCRASTINATOR.
I've been meaning to get back into blogging, and I realized what I could do to get back into gear as far as blogging goes. Throw out the recipe idea! Duh.
So here I am. Throwing out the recipe idea.
This blog is all about Jacob, and that's how it should be. Not about recipes.
Love you, Jacob!